When you're an adolescent you feel like you're not a kid, but not yet an adult. You feel like you're being pulled in two different directions.
That is how I feel. I am doing one thing, but God is telling me to do something completely different. It's really confusing. I try to figure out what exactly He wants me to do and when and why and how it's all going to work out. Then I just trust Him because it's not going to come to me magically. I have to allow God to show me what He wants me to do.
I have to give up control and just know that it's going to work out, because it has worked out always before when I trust Him with what I'm confused about. Then I go on with life and I forget how hard of a time I had, until it happens again and He shows me something new.
It keeps me interested in Jesus because I'm not stagnant.
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Yay. I totally know what you mean about adolescence (except I was always frustrated at people for not giving more credit that I was approaching adulthood).
ReplyDeleteGood words of wisdom. Keep it up.
You are a very intuitive person. Always trust your intuition and you will continue to move in the direction that is right for you
ReplyDeleteEmilie,
ReplyDeleteYou are now so far beyond that adolescent person. It is good to remember trying times and how you've overcome adversities in your lifetime. You've had to learn some extraordinarily hard lessons and you're a champ. You're the brightest light of my life.