Two Different Directions

When you're an adolescent you feel like you're not a kid, but not yet an adult. You feel like you're being pulled in two different directions.

That is how I feel. I am doing one thing, but God is telling me to do something completely different. It's really confusing. I try to figure out what exactly He wants me to do and when and why and how it's all going to work out. Then I just trust Him because it's not going to come to me magically. I have to allow God to show me what He wants me to do.

I have to give up control and just know that it's going to work out, because it has worked out always before when I trust Him with what I'm confused about. Then I go on with life and I forget how hard of a time I had, until it happens again and He shows me something new.

It keeps me interested in Jesus because I'm not stagnant.